I’d say it’s been a LONG time since I have written on this blog. Over four months! Yikes!
I have been on such a wonderful journey and I wanted to share with you about my next step in this journey. I’m calling it….18 Days of Risking…
What does that mean? That means from today until Aug. 8, I will be doing one thing everyday that pushes me…gets my blood going….scares me to death….something I have been putting off…
I bet your asking yourself, “Why would you do that? Do something on PURPOSE that scares you?” I’ve learned that only by facing my fears and pushing myself do I grow.
So, here is DAY 1:
I told my husband that I am fighting for our marriage. It has been no secret that we have been having difficulties. There have been mistakes and pain on both sides. And honestly, there was a time in the last few months when I wasn’t sure if I wanted it anymore. In the last four months, I have been on a journey, to discover who I truly am and what I really want for my life. It lead me to discover that I don't want the type of relationship I had with John. I want a new, different, healthy relationship. Let’s face it. Marriage is hard. Really hard. But it took two people to create the marriage that I am in right now….and it’s going to take two people to create a different, better relationship.
And, today, I choose to love my husband. I choose to fight for my marriage. That means I show up…every single day by using my voice, standing in my power and holding my husband accountable…and asking him to do the same for me.
And I am in 100%.
And the other part of today’s risk….sharing this with you all.
I will be updating this blog daily, so tuned!!!!!
I am a POWERFUL, JOYFUL, COURAGEOUS and WORTHY woman!